I'm a bit lost in space, in terms of my martial arts career.
I'm unhappy about not pursuing Kokoro Ryu, but am really enjoying SMR and the people we train with.
Neither of us know how much of it we can still do, but neither of us has really ever asked the question, physically, either. I have continually worked to improve.
I can't remember enough Kokoro Ryu, to do it justice. Other students have better memories, and more talent. I mentored them, but I can't do it by myself.
SMR is probably the more comprehensive, understood and acceptable path. Not my usual thing, but the signs are all good and easy, and I find myself leaping though steps most often hallmarked by hesitation.
When my teacher puts the research he so frequently talks about, into action, and finds out what he was taught, and does something with it, that will be interesting.
The path is hard, narrow, and without reward. But it is the path, and it will guide the seeking soul who beats and follows its way along, with curiosity.
I shall Remain Curious.
I'm unhappy about not pursuing Kokoro Ryu, but am really enjoying SMR and the people we train with.
Neither of us know how much of it we can still do, but neither of us has really ever asked the question, physically, either. I have continually worked to improve.
I can't remember enough Kokoro Ryu, to do it justice. Other students have better memories, and more talent. I mentored them, but I can't do it by myself.
SMR is probably the more comprehensive, understood and acceptable path. Not my usual thing, but the signs are all good and easy, and I find myself leaping though steps most often hallmarked by hesitation.
When my teacher puts the research he so frequently talks about, into action, and finds out what he was taught, and does something with it, that will be interesting.
The path is hard, narrow, and without reward. But it is the path, and it will guide the seeking soul who beats and follows its way along, with curiosity.
I shall Remain Curious.
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